Before I give suggestions about what one should do with wildlife, I should discuss if and when intervention is even necessary.
It is an old wive's tale that mothers in the wild will abandon their young if humans touch them. The vast majority of the time, if mothers actually have abandoned their babies, there's a valid reason for it, such as illness or injury that they know they can't fix. Nature is ruthless in many ways, and this is one. Mothers can sense when their babies aren't healthy, and because there is no pharmacy or ER to rush them to, will just cut their losses and move on, leaving the littles to their fate.
Many times, people think the babies have been abandoned when they haven't. Mother bunnies only visit their nests twice a day, early morning and late evening, so most folks will never see her. People often call us in a panic, hollering that the mother hasn't been to the nest all day. With bunnies, this is normal. Constant hovering by people, checking on the babies and messing with the nest, will, however, result in abandonment because the mother now knows a predator has discovered it. And that's what humans are to them, just another form of predator. Even if a human doesn't constantly fuss with the nest, just the fact that human scent is around the nest could attract another predator, such as a dog or cat, curious to know what people find so interesting. Once a cat or dog discovers a nest, it will return until all the babies are dead.
When fledgling birds are first learning to fly, they usually spent two to three days on the ground. Many juvie birds are kidnapped by well-meaning people at this time, when the birds are still naive and vulnerable. If you see a fledgling on the ground, watch it closely for approx two hours straight. I do mean closely. Parents should be flying down to it, feeding it, and encouraging it to fly. If there is activity around the baby, leave it alone. This is a necessary step for the fledglings and they need to go through it on their own, like butterflies emerging from their cocoons. Human intervention at this stage will set the babies back considerably and rob them of their initiation into their world.
On the other hand, if the baby has been in the same spot for more than two hours and there are no parents tending to it, it is a good idea to approach it. If it does not attempt to escape, it is perfectly okay to pick it up and examine it. Look for obvious wounds or injury, such as punctures, legs at unnatural angles or wings drooping limply. Sometimes the babies have been overwhelmed by avian mites, causing severe anemia. Any of those things, coupled with a lack of parental attention, require immediate intervention. So do babies that have no feathers at all or are covered only with down.
Advice is often given to try to put babies back in the nest, but frankly, we haven't seen a whole lot of success with that. Usually, if babies have come down once, they'll come down again, with possible injury either time. If something has happened to the mother, the father will rarely continue to care for the baby. It does happen, but in our personal experience, he will abandon the kid(s) after only a few hours. And then there are storms. Storms often bring down whole nests. The mother has no way to rescue them if that happens. Once the babies are on the ground and helpless, they're easy prey.
So, there is a time and a place to intervene, and a time to leave them alone, and it's vitally important to know the difference. Wild babies suffer in captivity, miss out on a lot of essential socializing, and don't learn all the things they should know in order to live full, successful lives. Picking them up simply because they might be in danger is not a good enough reason to rip them from their habitat. We do the best we can, but humans are poor substitutes. Ultimately, Mother Nature knows best.
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calm
1. Spent three and a half hours at the dentist yesterday, having some major work done. I am what is called a "fast metabolizer," so all things medicinal work wonky on me. Novocaine and other types of anethesia wear off at an astounding rate, resulting in interesting happenings like me waking up on the operating table while activity is still in process. Yesterday was not a fun day in terms of pain, but at least that part is over for now. One crown still to go.
2. We're over 130 animals right now. That doesn't seem like many until you remember that we are just two people. The numbers are running more than a month ahead of where we should be for this time of year. Makes me wonder if Nature knows something we don't about getting as many babies through as possible.
3. I stepped on a huge dead bee last night in the dark and managed to get stung by it. How weird is that? This compounded the badly sprained toes on the other foot smashed against a sharp corner the night before. The feet are failing me today.
4. The stream is running high behind our house, courtesy of the wonderfully wet spring we are having this year. Many people are tired of the seemingly eternal downpours, but just last year we suffered through a drought of nearly epic proportions. I'm not complaining. I much prefer green to brown when it comes to the great outdoors.
5. My second mss is making the rounds of critique and so far is receiving good feedback. Some very good comments for improvement are trickling back, making me once again grateful for friends willing to help the process along.
That's it for now. Shouts out to all my LJ friends and all the ships at sea who may be reading this blog. May you all have a safe and wonderful weekend.
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crushed
For instance, one lady saw a pinky squirrel lying on the sidewalk and poured water on it. She said she thought it looked hot. (Would you do that to a human baby you saw lying on the sidewalk? If you would, please remind me never to be in an accident with you around.) It was a cold day, after a freezing night. The baby developed pneumonia and was critically ill for weeks. Another person watched a tiny baby bird lie in the pouring rain for two days, waiting for the mother to come and pick it up (how are little birds supposed to do that, anyway? They're not Condors) or die. When it stubbornly continued to cling to life, her conscience finally broke through and she sought help. It's still in critical condition today.
Another faux pas is inappropriate food. As one rehabber remarked once, "When you see an accident victim alongside the road, you don't take that person to a restaurant, you take him to a hospital." Yet, many of the babies we receive have first been taken home and and stuffed with all manner of weirdness: cow's milk, soy milk, human infant formula, creamed corn, Jello, pudding, oatmeal, tofu, etc. One man acted surprised when I pointed out that none of the above were things an insect eater would normally prefer. His response was: "But he ate it."
Gak. A frantically cheeping baby bird will not stop to say, "Excuse me, but that Tootsie Pop is not a part of my natural diet. Please try again." Young animals, especially baby birds, are trusting souls who will swallow anything a person puts into their mouths. It's up to you, the provider, to get it right and not provoke diarrhea, bloat, introduce deadly parasites or create a fatal intestinal blockage. If you don't know what to feed an animal, please don't experiment. Do not pass Go. Do not stop to buy them French fries. Do not shove a ton of hamburger or your ham sandwich covered with mustard down their naive little gullets.
A third mistake are ones created when people take the animal home and attempt to perform some sort of medical care. Their intentions are in the right place, God bless 'em, but much of their actions only make it harder for us. One lady taped a robin's broken wing together with Scotch tape. It took forever to get it off without ripping all its feathers off at the same time. One person poured some sort of slickery liquid all over a gaping wound, making it impossible to glue. One lady rubbed Neosporin all over a bunny, which is toxic to them (as just about everything is.)
Once again, we can only emphasize that the survival of the animal depends in very large part on the rescuer. The best thing in the world to do is pick them up out of harm's way, put them in something quiet and warm away from stress (which includes loud noise, conversation, music, children screaming, television, etc.,) and deliver them to a qualified rehabber immediately. Playing with them first should not be an option.
In my next entry, I'll post my own top ten wildlife rescue tips. There's more. Oh, so much more :)
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amused
We're up to approx 50 animals now, mostly baby squirrels, although there are a few surprises sprinkled amongst them, such as four hatchling Kildeer (did you know that the Latin name for Kildeer is Charadrius Vociferus?. I now know why!) We also briefly had six baby groundhogs that we babysat overnight until moving them on to another rehabber who had a singleton and agreed to take them all. She's better with them and has a better facility for their needs than we do. Whew. That leaves three mallard ducklings, three flying squirrels, eight baby possums, four teeny bunnies, and a sparrow. And all those squirrels, of course.
The weather is lovely right now and everything is in bloom: purple and white lilacs, forget-me-nots, tulips, little purple violets, grape hyacinths. The cherry blossoms have come and gone, but the lillies-of-the-valley are about six inches high and will soon be gracing us with their fragrance. This has to be my favorite time of year, with fall a close second. We're grateful that the little weeping willow tree that we planted last year made it through the drought and is greening up nicely. We hauled so many buckets of water last year, nursing that baby along.
I guess my big news, for those that read this far, is that I now have an agent. The revisions she requested are in her hands and the hard copy was mailed yesterday. I can finally breathe again. It's been a bumpy ride. My second finished WIP is making the rounds of critique as we speak.
That's about it :) Wishing everyone a most glorious weekend!
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busy
Happy Birthday, myscribe!
Speaking of babies, we have three baby squirrels, a baby bunny and four birds with Finch Eye Disease right now. Finch Eye (mycoplasma conjunctivitis) is a bacterial infection that causes redness, swelling, ulcerations and blindness. It is highly contagious among certain species of birds that flock together, such as sparrows and finches of all kinds, and usually can be traced back to communal bird feeders that haven't been kept clean enough. The birds scratch around in spilled seed on the ground, mixing in each other's feces or drink it from the birdbath and spread the bacteria far and wide. The birds that contract it can be treated, but they most often aren't found until they are capable of being caught. All four of the birds we have now were unable to see and were easily picked up by homeowners in their yards. Unfortunately, those that are not found die a slow death from starvation or are picked off by other predators. The course of treatment is three weeks long.
In order to prevent an outbreak that can potentially wipe out an entire colony, it's important to move feeders around the yard periodically, sweep or rake up the old spoiled seed, especially if it's gotten wet, and dispose of it properly, and to bleach all the feeders and the birdbath at least once a week (depending on degree of bird activity.) It can seem like a lot of work, but if a homeowner wishes to attract and keep feathered friends around, their good health is part of the equation and is a small price to pay for their beautiful company. We are thankful that all four with us now (two goldfinches, a house finch and a sparrow) are responding well to treatment.
On the personal front, I finished my next mss and will have it to my critique group shortly :)
Wishing everyone a great weekend. May all your life changes come gently.
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cheerful
David Sibley's blog, plus most Humane Society websites, offer measures that can be taken. Generally, they consist of:
- closing curtains on bright sunny days to reduce landscape reflection;
- applying some sort of decal to the outside of the window;
- hanging fluttering ribbons or wreaths or other moveable objects;
- applying removable plastic netting/mesh to the outside of the windows;
- if there are awnings, lowering them to help reduce glare;
- moving bird feeders either very close to the window or at least 10 feet away;
- and last but not least, applying a new product called CollidEscape to the outside of the window.
Most of the above recommendations have limited success. Birds tend to hit right next to the decals or wreaths, and get used to anything stationary (such as plastic owls.) The only one that has proven to be the most effective is the CollidEscape product. It's an easily applied film that renders the window opaque from the outside, but offers no hindrance to the view from inside. Plus, it's readily available and relatively inexpensive.
Cornell University estimates that approximately 100 million birds are killed every year in window collisions. Given this heart-breaking statistic, plus the rapid decline in bird populations world wide due to so many other factors these days, aren't their lives worth a little extra effort?
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distressed
An enormous dead oak tree crashed down late yesterday afternoon, laying itself directly across the path to the stream behind our house and all the squirrel pens. The torrential waves of rain that we received the day before, combined with the high winds yesterday, uprooted it. We were saddened and deeply relieved that it fell so precisely where it did, positioning itself perfectly to be cut and split. We couldn't have asked for better placement. Nobody was hurt, nothing damaged. In fact, it fell right on top of a second huge dead oak in exactly the same spot that spouse has been harvesting for weeks now. He definitely has his work cut out for him and is hard at it even as we speak. The wood was cured on the hoof, is burnable now and is more than enough to get us through all next winter and maybe then some. We honor the passing of the tree and are grateful for the gift.
In other news, I went in for my first sitting for new braces this past Tuesday. They took embarrassing mug-shot "before" pictures for their files, a ton of x-rays, and several molds in different flavors and textures of goo. I came home with a sore mouth and a brand new appreciation for what all goes into making the various trays. Next comes the orthodontic consult between my dentist and the doctor at the other end. It will be some days yet before we actually get to the braces. Complicating the process is the fact that there is a fair amount of dental work to be done at the same time (two crowns and a large filling) that need to be incorporated. Three of my ancient fillings have exceeded their life expectancy and are breaking down. Since I am a white-knuckle patient extraordinaire, that part isn't as appealing, but my dentist is a kind man who never hurts me and endures my stress with amazing calm.
As for writing, I am continuing on WIP two and three and making good progress.
That's it for me. Wishing everyone a great weekend.
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optimistic
2) At the moment, we have two injured Cooper's Hawks, both long shots for full recovery. One came in with a severe concussion and may or may not be completely blind. The other has two fractures in his left wing that may or may not heal well enough to fly. At least Hawk Too is eating on his own, which is a blessing.
3) Still no word from agent reading manuscript. I'm taking that as a good sign. At least she hasn't chucked it back at me yet.
4) Am making good progress on WIP's two and three, and in planning stage for the next.
5) Watched seven deer meander around in the back acres for more than an hour this afternoon. Three of them were yearlings and they were playing chase. After that, six geese flew right over the house, low enough to hear their wings. And spouse came upon a fat possum yesterday in the woods, munching on nuts left for the squirrels. Always a pleasure to have friends drop by.
Have a good weekend, everyone :)
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cheerful
Whenever Nature makes such an unexpected house call, I think back to childhood. Growing up in tornado alley, we always kept a "just in case" bundle right next to the back door, ready to be snatched up at a moment's notice, only steps away from the storm cellar. It consisted of blankets, a flashlight, and a transistor radio. We never knew when havoc was about to be wreaked, but we did know that there wouldn't be time to run around gathering things.
That habit of always being prepared has stuck with me throughout my life, reinforced by a spouse who was an Order of the Arrow Eagle Scout back in the day. It's rare these days for anything to catch us flatfooted. It has happened, usually with something minor like a flashlight that no longer works, but we could face anything short of a Mars attack with aplomb.
Still, as our mini ice storm just revealed, I have a blind spot when it comes to writing. I have no way to write when the power goes off! How is that possible?! How could I have overlooked something so crucial? Spouse has suggested good old pen and paper, but I simply can't write that way. I know many people do, and that's fine, but it's too claustrophobic for me. I feel like I'm in a cave scratching stick figures on walls. I need the flexibility of a machine to keep up with my thought processes. I've waited a long time for technology to catch up and it's not supposed to fail me. Ever. When it does, all my synapses melt into a puddle of outraged frustration.
I know the answer is to invest in something battery-powered but, unfortunately, that's a fribble for me at the moment, especially now that I'm getting braces. (Ack! At my "certain age," too. But that's another post.) In the meantime, all I can do until our fleet comes in is cross my typing fingers and pray the power doesn't go out.
Ever.
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nervous
First, I listed common things in both quilts and books that attract me the most:
- multiple, pleasing colors that interact well,
- a recognizable pattern
- professional construction
- dashes of humor and/or surprises
Second, I pulled out a recent mss and a quilt and compared them in that light. Multiple, pleasing colors that interact well translated into more than one main character whose interests and life histories intersected. I discovered that, in my mind at least, I tend to assign colors to characters and develop them along those lines. The colors carry my own definitions. For example, two main characters, Paul and Megan, start out red (hostile,) but over the course of the story mellow to yellow. One character remains serene (blue,) and three are green (healing.) At least three are dark. Part of the fun for me is creating a workable pattern from them.
How those patterns unfold are another major issue. Busy quilts with way too many design elements make me crazy. To me, in writing that equates to modifiers and exposition. I like relatively recognizable patterns with a twist, along with subtle secondary and sometimes even tertiary patterns. For instance, one quilt I made for a fellow rehabber's fundraiser had a basic wildlife theme with many different animal fabrics. (In fact, I used over 300 different fabrics altogether.) Within that context, there was a repeating appearance of stars, hearts, and angel material. Each row of blocks represented a season, and within those, right down the center of the quilt, were four blocks depicting phases of the moon, representing the passage of time. I didn't even see two of those patterns until the quilt was done and I had stepped back to look at the overall product.
In the past, one of my quilts took one purple and two blue ribbons in a state-wide contest. It was made for my husband on the occasion of our wedding anniversary and was a labor of love. It took me five months, working in secret, and wasn't created with any intent to sell it or win anyone's approbation but his. I only entered the contest because one of his sisters wouldn't leave me alone until I did. The outcome was a total shock and gave me hope for my quilting, which up to that moment I hadn't considered to be very good.
Maybe all this can give me hope for my writing, too.
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surprised
The majority of the raptors we receive during cold weather have been hit by car. It happens so often that we have a separate category for it on our intake sheet. We suspect that it's because rodent activity decreases (more of them hole up during that time,) and because snow becomes a problem. Many raptors have learned that if they hang around highways, road kill will provide easy pickings, especially if they can get there while the body's still warm and before the vultures descend.
Owls of all kinds have a tendency to hit head first. Because most of their brain capacity is devoted to the function of eyesight, the impact can render them blind. Often the loss is only temporary, but it can be permanent if treatment is not received in time, a subject we constantly harp on. Head injuries are usually accompanied by pain, dizziness, nausea and weakness. As any human who has ever suffered a concussion can tell you, the last thing one feels like doing right then, or for any length of time immediately thereafter, is eating. The same holds with animals. They don't want to bend over to pick up food and cannot eat much at any one time. Water is a hazard because they can lose their balance and drown in it.
If a person picks up a raptor beside the road, these are all things to keep in mind. Once we receive them, medication can be given for pain and to reduce swelling on the optic nerves. We place them in a cool, dark room to help minimize swelling and stress. Depending on their level of dehydration (and there is always at least some,) we administer a small amount of fluids. And within a short period of time, we begin hand-feeding until they feel up to taking over that task on their own. This can be as little as a day or up to a couple of months if there has also been internal damage. Every animal is handled differently, depending on degree of injury and presenting symptoms. Those who do not survive usually fall into two groups: those who did not receive treatment in time, and those too badly injured to make it no matter what.
One sad case recently highlights this. A man found an adult barred owl and held onto her for three days because she was pretty and he was so enthralled with the idea of having an owl. He was also afraid we would automatically euthanize her, a gravely erroneous assumption. She was badly injured, but we might have been able to help her except that she became so dehydrated while with him that her internal organs shut down. By the time he finally decided to seek help, she was already failing. Despite our best efforts, she didn't make it. A sad waste of a beautiful bird.
With proper initial handling and treatment, most raptors will survive. Those are the success stories. If you as citizens do your part, we'll do ours and maybe we'll have a lot more of them. And wouldn't that be cool? :)
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hopeful
I've had a miserable cold for over a week now. This is majorly disconcerting, since I don't normally get colds. I don't like it. It's been literally years since my last foray into the stuffy/headachy/sinus congestion arena. Not only am I out of practice, it appears that times have a-changed since then.
Most adult cold medicines are too strong for me. It didn't bother me at all when the PTB took pseudo-ephedrine off the market, because I couldn't handle it anyway. A friend of mine once told me that the chemical formula of pseudo-ephedrine is only one molecule away from speed (or something like that. Forgive me, my chemistry knowledge is woeful) and in sensitive people, it can react the same way. Lucky me, I seem to be sensitive. One swig of that stuff has me climbing the walls. Heart racing, skin crawling, muscles jumping - horrible! I can't imagine why anyone would want to feel like that.
Now the PTB have decided that no one under the age of two should be given OTC cold medicine at all, and are considering extending the ban to age eleven. Okay, now it's getting closer to personal. My husband went out to buy something for me and had to go to four different stores to find anything at all. Bare shelves. Medication famine. He finally found one store that still had some, but it was located directly in front of the pharmacist, who grilled him as to why exactly he wanted it. My husband explained that his wife is of small stature and cannot tolerate adult brands. He was at last allowed to buy two bottles under the pharmacist's evil eye.
The whole experience leaves me with mixed feelings. When I was a child, we had nothing with which to fight a cold except Vicks rubbed on our chests (which I utterly loathed!) chicken soup, tea, and watchful waiting. We did eventually recover, but spent far longer in distress than we do now. I've discovered that I've grown a little spoiled by easy access to quick relief and am resentful at having it cut off. Apparently, the PTB no longer trust people to use OTC medications responsibly, so they have to treat us like children and take it away from us.
It just seems odd that in the 21st century, with so many advances in so many areas, we're back to folk remedies and good old tincture of time.
Oh, well. Bring on the chicken soup!
Shoot. I have to go make it first.
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tired
Now I'm supposed to explain what powerful writing is to me. In my opinion, it comes from the heart with sincerity and honesty, something that enriches my life and catapults me to action, even it's simply a change in behavior. And if it makes me think or takes me to another level of awareness, so much the better :)
To keep it going, I'm supposed to pass it on to five more who also have that effect on me:
There were so many more, but I had to stop somewhere. Pass it on :)
1. My manuscript was mailed this morning to the agent who has agreed to read it. Heartfelt thank-you's to
2. Moving on to my other two WIP's. This frosty weather gives me a great excuse to park myself in front of the computer and stay there, at least for today.
3. I finally finished a lap quilt for a friend of mine that I began last year. She has been wanting one for a long time and has no idea that it's coming. I can say that here because she does not LJ.
4. My husband and I attended a funeral this past weekend as a show of support for a fellow rehabber friend of ours whose husband just died. It was a simple ceremony, straightforward but sincere, reflecting the kind man he was. One more angel gets his wings.
5. We continue in good health and good company, deeply grateful for all of it.
Wishing everyone a great weekend.
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hopeful
To make a prairie, it takes a clover and one bee,-
One clover and a bee,
And revery.
The revery alone will do
If bees are few.
I have loved this poem from the moment I first read it. The idea of creating our own realities is both so simple and yet so profound. Much of her work strikes me as such. Profound simplicity. I would like my life to reflect that somehow, although I'm not sure how that would play out. I don't mean living a life of austerity, but reducing wastefulness and my environmental impact is a key element. Still, profound simplicity is what I'll be aiming for, in my life and in my writing. Maybe that's unattainable. Maybe profundity isn't my forte :) We'll see. I guess it will take time to fully incorporate. And revery.
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quixotic
- Went to a small writer's meeting last night and received some nice feedback on my finished manuscript, plus a current WIP. I also now have an agent recommendation and a nudge to hurry up and finish said WIP. Going to take awhile, as I'm only on chapter four of that one;
- We released a little screech owl last night who had been hit by a car. He was found in the road and spent three weeks recovering from a severe concussion. We knew right where he was found and were able to take him back to his own territory;
- All our shopping, decorating, cards are done! Now we can sit back and eat our guilty pleasures in peace. Eagerly anticipating a care package from a friend in California who makes the best divinity ever;
- My sister in Oklahoma just got her power back on. Yay! I've been worried silly about her;
- And last but not least, looking forward to a post-Christmas get-together with other writing friends. We've all had some anxiety-ridden times lately and need a major unwinding. Time to swing on some chandeliers.
Wishing everyone a safe and happy holiday, whenever and whatever you celebrate! May all your days bring you love and laughter.
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cheerful
Years later, I finally get it. My parents were children of both the Great Depression and World War II. They both lived on rural farms where living was anything but easy, and both had numerous siblings. They had only rock-bottom basics and barely enough of those. They shared everything, and I do mean everything.
They never grew out of that mindset, scrimping and living frugally all their married lives. When Christmas came around, they first gave us what we needed: socks, shoes, underwear. After that came the traditional bag of fruit and nuts. Again, that was something we didn't appreciate. Fruit?! we would exclaim scornfully. Only if there were a few extra jingles left, did we receive a fribble: a toy or a book. Not the overwhelming welter of gifts many parents give their children today. We got one of each, maybe. Those were the nuggets, the sparkling jewels.
My parents are both long gone, but they would have been absolutey appalled at the rampant conspicuous consumption-fest that Christmas has become. So much waste, so much greed. Sometimes I want to apologize to the elderly folks of that generation, to reassure them that some of their values do still exist, that acquiring stuff isn't the ultimate meaning of existence. Buried beneath all gaudy trappings, we do still understand that what matters most is love.
That, and your very own underwear, the kind you don't have to share :)
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content
Vultures, however, are a whole nother thing. They seem to love to take to the sky during these times. They ride the wind currents the way surfers ride hurricane waves, blown from horizon to horizon with a fierce joy that's almost palpable. Sometimes, I stand below on my little speck of dirt, yearning to go with them on that cosmic adrenaline rush, yet knowing that my nerves aren't up to the challenge. Not anymore. There was a time when I would have been out there, riding those currents, damning the torpedoes, willing to risk it all for that one moment of terror-laden bliss. But nowadays, I'm older, wiser, and a lot more breakable. I'm more resigned to watching from below, feet firmly planted. The yearning remains, though, and I wish them well. Soar on, babies. I was once like you.
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nostalgic
- Pumpkin apple streussel muffins, fresh out of the oven and filling the house with their wonderful fragrance;
- a quiet start to the hunting season. No drama or trauma so far;
- the transfer of a Red-shouldered hawk to another facility for final flight conditioning. This hawk was hit by a four-wheeler and had been with us for three weeks. We had to tube-feed for two weeks. We really didn't think she'd make it and had all but given up;
- friends willing to take time out of their horrendously busy schedule to critique my manuscript, bless their hearts;
- and of course, for my husband, willing to spend an hour last night helping me research trees for another story. Watching him flip back and forth, mumbling, "Aspen, oak, hickory, no, not hickory," was very sweet.
Hope all my friends, known and unknown, have a great weekend!
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